I wonder what would happen if we ever met? You have been a part of my life for so long, yet we have never met. I have heard your voice and I have seen your pictures. I mean, you are a complete stranger to me, but I have felt your presence, I have felt your existence. I know you exist because I see your name on his phone, your endless calls, and your texts. But what’s worse is that I see the guilt on his face, and hear the tremble in his voice every time he tries to explain the reason for your call at 1am.
In your absence you have managed to break me, I never knew my heart could beat so fast, I never knew I was capable of hating a stranger. It got to a point where I believed you were teaching me wickedness; I am filled with thoughts, and ideas on how I could make you feel what I have felt.
Your affair with my man has changed my life, see, the difference between you and me is that I dissolved into him; I cannot see myself outside of him. That is why I find it hard to accept this affair even though you have chosen to be the other woman. When he said “I love you”, I would be smiling the whole day, when he called I was blissful, and now? Because of you, the three words that used to mean so much to me are now pure irritation.
I want to salute you for a job well done, what I can say is, you went as far as he allowed you to go. You hurt me as far as he let you, because all he had to say was, ’STOP IT, I LOVE MY WOMAN.’
See, what you will never understand is you always had the control, the upper hand, you could have chosen not to get involved with a man who is committed to another woman. Now you send me a message to let me know you are expecting a baby with my man and you think you have the victory. Remember, a child is not a prize, it is a gift.
I am sorry to disappoint you, but you chose to take something that was never meant for you, you are now infected by something that was not meant for your baby, only meant for you alone. I am sorry to be the one to tell you this, but he is HIV Positive.
I guess now it is the battle of who lives the longest, Goodbye.